I was setting alone in the living rooms, in the dark feeling sorry a bout my dreadful self, drowning in my thoughts ,time goes and the world pass by, and leaving me behind ,alone.
Things are so quit and yet so noisy, and disabling.
My eyes...Rolling in fear
My eyes the only witness there is in what can be a sole in what so called a body.

My eyes roll in pain. Is that the light..I'm seeing
The light I'm hearing so much about
Oh, I see someone..Barely
Oh My eyes..Roll in fear
My mother appear across the room …oddly a smile..Comes out of my frozen cracked lips
I can feel her hate …burning...
Ah..The air is so thick..I'm suffocating,
Or is it again my eyes only trying to cry to remind me of my sole.
"What are you smiling about?" she said, maintaing her lady like posture.
I extracted another smile.
She left me alone disgusted or scared...I can't tell
She left me drowning and drowning
In my dreadful self…