I always wanted to be a part of a happy musical , living there, dancing my heart out ,singing happy songs, no worry ,no sadness ,just playing and laughing ,then resting and finding the lust to live and continue my play.

Oh how I wish to unload my sole and take a break from life fuss and people ruckus .I really wish to just be created in that musical.


But you know I always hated that I felt this way , I really didn’t know why I am having these feeling although in reality I am a successful contented doctor, with wonderful childhood, then I realized may be that is my happy place .and God knows that every person need one.

In real life the musical ends and crushes to real life but not my musical . In real life .the real happiness to over come these crashes and in real life happiness is a contented mind.

To accept and embrace life , with a big heart and flexible sole. But first love your self , accept your self ,because everyone is unique and equipped to be happy but we just not secure enough to face the truth about our selves . the truth that we are sometimes vulnerable, and weedy. May we just too afraid to get to know our selves

To know our selves , is our way to happiness , but it is really bumpy road ,not easy
& it might be very difficult for some more than others. So to find happiness just be comfortable in your skin , everyone know this but who have the courage to achieve it ?!.